So my goal was to be 100% finished by now…
I’m not…
But I’m getting there…
I should go to sleep. Get a good nights sleep before I head into work tomorrow morning… A full day of work (almost)…
I am feeling so much better today. It probably has something to do with the fact that I had an ambien-induced night of sleep last night. It also has something to do with taking 2 final exams today. Wow, today has been a long day!
I had a complete mental breakdown yesterday. Visions of high school came back to haunt me and I am still amazed at the power of those feelings. I realized last night that I never talk about those days. I mean, there is nothing to talk about really. It was such a dark blip in my life. I learned how to cope and realized the things I had to do to overcome. Sometimes I wonder if those dark days are a dramatic figment of my imagination. But it was so very real. And scary. Scary to the point that when my mind reflects on those days, I am indeed having a dark day.
Suffice to say, today is a better day! The pressure to study and to push myself is alleviated. The end of schoolwork is in sight. Post-term is almost upon us. The trip to Atlantic City is near. There are some very good days ahead 
